從佛教徒及正教徒的角度來看基督教的祈禱(英文)
Christian prayer seen from the eye of a Buddhist and an orthodox Christian .
Reflection on journal article by Kenneth K. Tanaka; Buddhist-Christian Studies, 2002
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When i read the excellent article of M. K. Tanaka about the subject i
was very moved by the profound and unique way he approaches the
subject of the prayer. I will only try to contribute some orthodox
ideas which are not well known.
So Tanaka describes the prayer of a young girl of about eight. I know
such a girl, she is the daughter of my good friend , her name is Mary,
her mother has heart problem she can die anytime, she lives with the
special device to give pulses in her heart, so what i write is very
true, (but i will not write about the mothers disease i will keep as
Tanaka mentions, i do not want to think about the real situation) only
i increase her age to 12 to be the age of my little friend and also
to be the same with the Buddhist girl mentioned next, years old with
long brown hair. Wearing a nightgown, she is kneeling next to her bed
with her hands clasped and her head bowed, as he says a typical form of
the western Christians to the eastern society. Working further with
this image, sees this little girl--let's call her Megan-- doing two
things in her evening prayer.
One is that she is giving thanks to God for the benefits she has
received. She thanks him for her food, clothing, friends, and family.
Then, she also makes a request. In this petitionary element of her
prayer, she is asking God to make her sick father get well soon. As she
does so, her expression turns more serious, and she clasps her hands
more firmly and brings them closer to her chest. She then looks up
toward the ceiling, expressing her heartfelt wish for her father's early
recovery. What is noteworthy is that Megan's prayers are spoken aloud
as in a human conversation.
He writes: ‘I wonder first and foremost, what God looks like to her. Is
God a male or a female, or neither? I would think that even for her (in
this gender-sensitive age), God is still a male. If so, does she see him
as an elderly man with a long white beard, holding a cane and sitting
in a throne? Next, where does God reside? If he is in heaven, what is
heaven like to her? In regards to her father's illness, how does she
think God can make her father get well? ’
Then he asks , ’ he same questions about a Buddhist girl "praying"
before the Buddha or a Bodhisattva for the same kind of wish? The image
that immediately crops up in my mind is of a girl of about twelve and
her mother whom I saw at a pa-goda in Rangoon, Burma, a number of years
ago. The girl is wearing a large, red fresh flower in her hair and has
on traditional apparel. She sits with her mother on a marble floor of a
spacious area in front of Buddha images that are several meters in
height. She holds a bouquet of flowers held upright between the palms of
hands in a gesture of reverence. She sits with her legs folded but
thrown out to her side, a style common in her country as well as in
Thailand. Her eyes appear closed, and her head is slightly bowed down
toward the Buddha images. She stays in that posture for what seems like
several minutes; her mother does the same. I don't know, of course, what
is going on inside, but she is certainly not meditating.
is an important point to make here, for Buddhists are stereotypically
seen to only me-ditate. However, the vast majority of lay Buddhists in
Asia primarily "pray" or ex-press them selves devotionally, during which
they give thanks but also petition for one thing or another of worldly
nature. While panoply of Bodhisattvas such as Avalokiteshvara and
Kshitigarbha serve as objects of these earthly petitions in Mahayana
Buddhist countries of East Asia, the Shakyamuni Buddha is the primary
object of devotion in the Theravada societies of Southeast Asia.
Shakyamuni Buddha, then, is the object of her request. The huge images
of the Buddha in his meditation pose sit in front of her. Supposing she
too is asking for her father's early recovery from an illness, I wonder
what kind of image she holds of the Buddha. Would that image in her mind
be the tranquil, meditative Buddha, or the handsome, gallant prince
Siddhartha, who boldly went off to seek truth, or the image of some
"fatherly figure" from her life experience? More than likely, her image
is amorphous, as an amalgamation of the images mentioned above, and
more. However way she may conceive of the Buddha, she must feel a
satisfying level of comfort with the Buddha for such a deeply personal
and devotional act to hold any sense of meaning.
Tanaka points out that , “i believe that the act of Christian prayer
entails one quality that is virtually absent in the Buddhist devotional
form: an interaction with the ultimate, in other words, God. “
The Christian prayer is a two-way communication, a conversation with
God. In con-trast, there is virtually no sense of the Burmese girl
having a conversation with the Buddha. To her Buddha may answer her
prayers for better crop or physical healing, but I would be very
surprised if she expected to interact with Buddha on a personal level,
whereby, for example, she experienced a spiritual conversation with him.
She may even barter or negotiate with him, offering to be a "good girl"
if only God can cure her father of his illness. God appears more willing
to listen to her needs and to respond on an individual basis. God at
this level is more like a caring uncle who is willing to listen and talk
with her.
But them Tanaka says, Most prayers are not mystical, and it would be
going too far to claim mystical experience for ordinary prayer. Like
Megan, prayers seek God above and not within. This, in fact, does
distinguish Megan's prayer from Buddhist meditation, which most people
agree involves some form of "mystical experience.
To the above excellent thoughts which i appreciate a lot and respect,
i only would like to contribute some more that the respectable Tanaka
probably does not know.
If this girl, Megan is orthodox , the prayer indeed becomes within.
Let me explain this. If the girl is orthodox Christian, she is
baptized. She prob-ably gaze at heavens , or some icon of Jesus, let me
say an icon, which is made by special rules , the colors the drawings
have a very special meaning, a theology in col-or not in words. The icon
helps her to defocus from the shapes, and talk to her by the symbols
the colors etc, same unspeakable theology.
Yes she does not understand dogmatics etc... but she KNOWS god (from
the Christian point of view). because she receives the Holy communion .
For her god is not any imagination, an old male, with white beards, or
some young man with long hairs (like Jesus in the icon) if you ask her
she will never identify any shape. She will be sure that God listen to
her, and also and more important than God is inside her. But she can not
explain the how. But she has a very strong feeling that gad is her
RELATIVE.
She actually speaks to a member of her own family. She is sure for this,
because she knows she has the same blood with god, her flesh is God’s
flesh. She actually has ....some rights !!!!! but again if you ask her
more she cannot express in a ration-al way the concept.
Actually something like that happen in Greece in a mountain which as
many monasteries. An non orthodox scholar visited the place and
talking with the monks he has surprised to hear that they pray not
towards outside, but inside, to their heart and he was more surprised
to hear that they see !!! god like an unspeakable, impossible to
discribe analytically light, which (very wrongly) considered errors and
hallucinations, but his objections become the reason the great
theologian Gregory Palamas to express and reformulate the theology of
the grace of god.
As Tanaka says, One of the reasons for meditation's disengagement from
mun-dane concerns (e.g. Megan's concern for her father's illness) is
that they are regarded as the very source of suffering (attachment to a
person). This samsaric (cycle of births and deaths) existence needs to
be transcended through personal cultivation in which meditation plays a
key role. However, such meditation practices with extremely lofty
mystical goals were not easily accessible to ordinary Buddhists.
This vacuum has come to be filled with such "devotional practices" as
sutra chanting, malting offerings of flowers, lanterns, or food, and
"prayers" (e.g. Burmese girl de-scribed above). However, from the
mainstream monastic Buddhist view these prac-tices are viewed as
secondary or, at best, provisional.
Actually the Christian girl may light a small candle (not in her house
-may be will have some fire- but in some church- ) which for her is a
small symbol of giving light and melting at the same time. As the
candle melts but gives light, my life also is sacrificed to enlighten
others. She will also smell the incense, which is a prayer also but a
prayer expressed not in words but in fragnace.
All her senses will be stimulated to this communication with God which is outside her and inside her, and nowhere also.
But i very admire what Tanaka says, next.
This verse is taken from the writing of a seventh-century Chinese
master, Shan-tao. Since everyone, including children, participates in
the sutra chanting at religious ser-vices, far more people than the
small number of priests rake part in this "prayer of blessing." A
similar but even more popular form of prayer of blessing called the
"Golden Chain" (one that was composed in Hawaii in the early part of the
twentieth century) is recited at religious services, particularly when
youths and young adults are in attendance.
Golden Chain--II
I am a link in the Buddha's golden chain of love that stretches around the world. I must keep my link bright and strong.
I will be kind and gentle to every living being and protect all who are weaker than myself.
I will try to think pure and beautiful thoughts, to say pure and
beautiful words, and to do pure and beautiful deeds, knowing on what I
do now depends not only my happi-ness, but also that of others.
May every link in the Buddha's golden chain of love become bright and strong, and may we all attain perfect peace.
Particularly the last stanza expresses the Bodhisattva spirit of wishing
all beings to realize the ultimate goal of all Buddhists, that is,
nirvana or Buddhahood. I personally have regarded this last stanza and
the previously cited "verse for merit transference" as my Buddhist
prayer for all living beings.
If what I have discussed above can be regarded as "prayers of blessing,"
what I am about to share can be seen as "prayers of petition,"
on the same order as that of Megan's prayer for her father to get well.
Scholars may regard them as self-serving and, technically, not
religious, but I doubt we can easily dismiss them, especially when the
"petitioners" are carrying them out within their respective religious
framework (God, Buddha, Bodhisattva, etc.) and at formally recognized
settings (Buddhist temples, etc.)
The Christian girl if orthodox , has similar feelings. She knows that
she is not alone, she does not belong to this particular family. She
does not pray only in her house before to go to bed. This everyday
prayer is the natural continuation of the prayer and to be more exact,
not prayer but life way that she experiences when she goes to the
church. And her everyday small prayer is rooted on this. So Saturday
night she will prepare , probably she will go to church to confess, to
purify herself from her little (may be adorable ) sins which can be
horrible if she grows up and they grow up with her also, for example
she will mention her fighting with classmates or may be her brother,
some sweets probable she ate secretly, but some fears also, which
many times come to kids, some nightmeres , that sometimes she does not
obey to her parents etc... and the priest, if he is good, he will show
to her the most love, he will give good advice, may be some candy also,
he will calm her, take out her fears, conflicts, and then give her the
forgiveness of the holly spirit. She will feel this, she will be like
flying because her pure heart feels the purifying grace of the holy
spirit. She will come home, to be prepared for tomorrow. For the
liturgy. She will pray for this.
Tommorow she will go to liturgy by her mother. But she knows , that she
represents her sick father who probably can not go. She will fell there
all the un-iverse. The icons, the songs, all the symbols, the priest
dressed as Jesus Christ, will make her to feel that she is really in
the kingdom of heavens, not in a place, but in a situation, in a
condition that the MANY BECOME ONE. May be she will feel that they are
present her dead grandparents which she loved a lot, and cried a lot to
their death, but know she knows they are here, she cannot express how,
but she feels. Of course she cannot express theologically and
intellectually the above, but she feels as any orthodox knows and feels
in the liturgy. And finally she will go to receive the holy communion.
God will be her source of life. She will not say, oh, god is in this
icon here or there. She will say , god is in me and i in god, god is in
the others and actually we are one, we are members of each others ,
because god is in me in the other and i am in all.
Probably you will say , this kid can think so deep? Probably she will no
be able to express it well , but yes, this is the feeling. And from my
experience , as a priest and spiritual father, kids many times can
teach us and have a much more better feel-ing of god than adults. And
is not this the chan(zen) enlightment?
And at the end, her mother who also receive the holy communion will wait
the priest to finish the liturgy, then they will take him by a taxi
probably, to the house to give the holy communion to the sick father.
Here i must point out about the parents. Because for the girl her
parents will be not just the biological parents with all the good and
bad things may have. She will feel some other kind of relationship.
What really unites them is the holy communion.
The source of like is not the food they eat, is god himself. So parents
BECOME parents participating to this relationship with god, and
providing her the opportunity to be in god and so in gods family.
And the holy communion will identify her with her sick father. The
holy communion will make her to feel that she IS HER FATHER from one
point of view, that their bodies are the same, ONE BODY, god’s body, but
still she is his daughter , only because this is a special way to love
him by a unique and not a general way.
My point is that she loves him not accidentally, for example because it
happen in this life this man to be her biological father, and in some
other life, may be she will be his father and he her daughter. She
will be always his daughter , it is a unique relationship. And her
present life is not an accidental thing, but a LOVE EVENT. She exists
here and now, because of love , not only because of the love of the
parents but also because of the participation to the loving community
of god, to God’s body.
The more she feels this , the more she becomes ‘empty’ from the
self-abide. She feels that love IS the emptiness. So the girl has a
point , how to start living, an identity.
She knows that probably her father will die, there is the possibility
in the back of her mind but she knows that even painful, the bond i
mention before, the bond of love that unites her to her father, will
never stop. It is not a 2 way mutual love. I give you an example. If
love is like tube connecting 2 people, the orthodox Christian love is a
little bit different. The tube in the middle has a junction, in which
another tube connects, and this tube is the god. And the fluid that
flows in this tube is the source of life.
And finally all people are interconnected with those tubes and the god
tubes, actually you cannot distinguish whose is the tube, it is just a
network, in is God who is everything to everything. So this love
MAKES the life, is the life. And can-not be overcomed by biological
death.
Indeed our girl knows that she will see again her father, as she
believes the same for the dead grandparents, she will be with them in
heavens but she expects also the resurrection, for them who loved to
have body, of course much better that what they had, to touch them, kiss
them etc... love is not only a feeling but also a bodily experience
and activity of the neural networks of the brain!!!!!
The girl grows up not as an individual.
And finally she trusts!. she knows how to trust god , this is her faith.
She knows no matter what still love exists, because this is god.
I will continue on this with more details in next articles.
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